my future?

so,
what will I do after I graduated from high school?
however,it's hard to choose.
Mom..Dad..i hope u will understand

can u tell me one thing?

HOW DID U DO IT?

HOW DID U MOVE ON?

HOW DID U FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT WE HAD?

HOW DID U MANAGE TO ERASE ALL THOSE MEMORIES FROM UR MIND?

HOW DID U LET OUR LOVE GO?

MOST IMPORTANTLY,

HOW COULD U WANT TO?

PLEASE TELL ME...

CAUSE,I JUST CANT.AND HONESTLY I DONT WANT TO

:'(

still..

it's been almost 5 months since we broke up, and yeah guess what? i'm still loving u, yes i really do :( 
It's hard when you know you shouldn't hold on, and yet you're too in love to let go.

sometimes,i just wanna back to my past,then fix everything.i wont meet u,i wont love u,but,how can?i hope i've time machine!u just dont know how it feel to feel this way.

Sometimes I feel giving up and letting go is the right choice, but I just dont know how to deal with the pain afterwards.

i wish finding the right person wasn’t this hard..I wish finding the right person wasn’t this painful…I wish I could let go of the wrong one, so the right one could come in.i wish.....

43 things that a girl wants her boyfriend knows and do

43 things that a girl wants her boyfriend knows and do

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favorite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let her go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 years later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today 

baby?”.

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

PS : If there's someone who want to do all that the things written above for his girl, he is totally amazing :)

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a little girl,ichaelizabeth

Masker ^o^

Ritual masker memang bagus untuk menjaga kecantikan kulit wajah kita agar selalu terlihat cantik dan ‘cling’. Selain mengecilkan pori-pori, juga bisa mengurangi timbunan minyak sekaligus membuat kondisi wajah menjadi lembab dan halus.

Tapi jangan asal pilih masker hanya berdasarkan rasa atau keharumannya. Pilihlah masker dengan kandungan yang sesuai untuk kebutuhan jenis kulitmu.

Kulit Kering:
Masker wajah yang memiliki formula dengan kemampuan menahan kelembaban air pada kulit, seperti hyaluronic acid dan gliserin. Produk dengan kandungan vitamin E dan minyak zaitun juga bisa membantu menjaga kelembaban pada kulit.

Kulit Berminyak:
Pilih masker yang mampu menyerap kelebihan kelenjar minyak. Masker dengan bahan dasar tanah atau clay mask dikenal sebagai zat yang mampu menyerap minyak dengan sangat baik. Pilihlah masker yang punya sifat seperti clay mask, deep cleansers, oil absorbers atau pore minimizer. Jenis masker ini mampu menurunkan tingkat bakteri pada kulit, melenyapkan kilap pada kulit wajah dan memperkecil pori-pori pada kulit wajah.

Kulit Berjerawat:
Kulit yang rentan berjerawat biasanya kulit yang teriritasi atau meradang. Karena itu diperlukan masker wajah yang tidak memiliki efek inflamatori seperti salicylic acid (yang membantu pengelupasan kulit dan membersihkan pori-pori), juga formula dengan kandungan benzoyl peroxide, plus sulfur untuk membantu membunuh bakteri. Untuk mengurangi efek mengeringkan, gunakan setidaknya seminggu sekali, fokuskan penggunaan di daerah wajah yang cenderung berjerawat, seperti daerah T. Hindari daerah mata dan mulut.

Kulit Sensitif:
Kulit wajah yang amat putih, seringkali memiliki tingkat sensitivitas lebih tinggi, sehingga cenderung memerah. Pilih masker wajah yang memiliki kandungan aloe vera, chamomile, mentimun, maple, dan teh hijau yang dapat mengurangi kemerahan dan peradangan sementara. Formula sulfur, licorice, dan xanthine juga membantu menghilangkan penampakan garis-garis kapiler darah di wajah.

-Lucia Leaf-

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a sweet girl,ichaelizabeth
 

depressed!

i never thought i'd feel this down in my life..i swear I'm  broken.I'm scared to love anyone cause of you.I'm scared they'll hurt me like you did. I don't want to hurt anymore.At one time you fixed me, now you've gone and broken me into pieces again.You hurt me good.. you must be proud of that.

I just want you to be happy,even if you aren't with me.please :(

Sick of crying...Tired of trying...Still I'm smiling...Yet I'm dying...Don't ask, you wouldn't understand :'(
and honestly,i'm so depressed

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a depressed girl,ichaelizabetg

being girl

one thing i hate about being a girl : 
 

my parents think i'll get raped wherever i go 


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regards,
ichaelizabeth 

wish

i wish that....

i wish that without me ur heart would break..
i wish that without me u'd spending the rest of ur nights awake..
i wish that without me u couldnt eat.. 

i wish that i was the last thing on ur mind before u went sleep.. 
i wish that i was the first thing on ur mind after u woke up..

i wish that u'll never get sick of all my bullshit,my mistakes.. 
i wish that u'll always smile,and i am the reason behind it..
i wish that u'll show to me that u're scare of losing me..
i wish that we'll talking about our future..

i wish that someday u'll say "i want to change 1 thing from u,i want change ur last name".. 
i wish that someday u'll say "can i have u forever?".. 
i wish that someday u'll say "i wanna marry u someday"..  
i wish that we can live together,forever....... 

and,
i wish that i still have so many "wishes" 


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hugs,
ichaelizabeth 

i miss these things

• waking up at 8.00 and running outside to play with my friends
• not caring what i looked like
• not worrying if he would like me
• getting dirty and coming home and taking a bubble bath
• when swearing was such a bad  thing
• when there wasnt such a thing as a rumor
•  when getting trouble in a school was only because u wouldnt share ur crayons,when ur only number was ur house number
• when we didnt spend 3 hours on social network
• when the only reason girl cried was when they got hurt or if when someone died
•  holding ur mom's hand while in the mall
• when the only music we listened to was on Disney 
• when our parents would plan who we hung out with 
• when we did whatever we wanted out being judged
• when we didnt text all day

oh yes i miss these thing.......
ichaelizabeth 
 

Dear Teenagers

what the fck are u doing?how old are u....14,15 or maybe 16?or whatever
did u ever once think about how u're wasting ur life away?stop thinking about the guy that broke ur heart,he's not worth it.stop thinking about whether u look cool smooking weed or not,nobody cares.stop sulking around and being depressed...
u just need to be happy.u're only young once and this is time where u need to have fun and forget everything that doesnt make u happy.fck everyone who doesnt make u happy!

go out and havefun,this could be ur last day...


love,ichaelizabeth 

kiss

KISS...

isnt it sweet?

kisses that give u butterflies...

i kissed someone there is truly a life-changing experience.that one kiss,changed me...

ur lips look so lonely,would they like to meet mine?LOL hihihi ;p

whoaamm..feel soooo fckn sleepy.bytheway it's already 2.45AM in the morning,waw i should take a bedddd right now!!!!

seeya,ichaelizabeth 

 

12 if....

12 if......

1. If I see your smile

2. If I hear you say "thankyou, I love my life"

3. If you don't stop laughing

4. If you can tell me your jokes

5. If your eyes full with tears of happiness

6. If you trust me to be your place to share

7. If you treat me when you upset or not

8. If you just take around with me

9. If you call my name everyday

10. If you yell at me when your mad

11. If I can beside you all by my time

12. If you felt me as your bestfriend

-that's the sweetest memory in my life ever-

 love,ichaelizabeth 

BARBIE!

OH GOD DAMN IT!
I'M EXTREMELY IN LOVE WITH THAT TOY........

BARBIE 

THE MAKE UP 

 THE ROOM 

ERGHHHHT I ENVY U,BARBIE!

from ur biggest fans,

ichaelizabeth